死にたいよ。本当に死にたい。

(Source: oldnwild, via flavorcats)

I’m really fucking sad about not doing music as a career

i’m torturing myself with second hand embarassment of auditioning for that fucking band and coming out to them and all of them just staring at me like i was some sort of fucking alien

drew thought they were cool with the gender stuff but they werent. i felt it. i can tell. i can tell when i come out to someone and they have that look and feeling that theyre gonna pretend its cool and then talk shit about me later.

Lucy gave me so much fucking anxiety idek what to do with it right now I am literally just a giant mass of terrible feelings

kill me

idk how y’all can be friends with such a terrible person good fucking riddance

oh yeah!!

drew got an anon earlier today that said something along the lines of “i wish we couldve been friends” and its like

it’s so obviously the girl he used to be with/kinda best friends with/complicated with before he met me

and its gross to know that shes still that obsessed w him after so much time has passed

she used him for money and manipulated him and shes gross and terrible and im like

please stop

theres rly no other word for pubes that i like but like saying pubes makes me so uncomfortable i feel nervous and nauseous saying it and i have no idea why BUT

mine are rly soft someone should come put their face on them

someone needs to go down on me its been way 2 long